I was able to get a rough draft of my seminar paper done for today. I still have some work to do. But everyone enjoyed my paper because they learned a lot about the Chinese Exclusion law. A lot of comments that were made I will take to heart in reworking my paper. I do respect a lot of their comments and I think they will help me out with the final editions of my seminar paper. This weekend after work I will be doing a lot of writing and reading for my wednesday class. I have to play catch up because this past week or so I have been focusing on getting some down on my seminar paper. I am getting more and more excited about my thesis and my topic. Tonight after class I talked with some people in my class and they were extremely interested in the topic. one does not hear about the Chinese Exclusion Act in school at all any more. I am also learning about other topics too. I learned a lot last week about the ERA.

As each day passes, I am learning more about Tim and learning how to love him and how to care for him. The more I want him to be proud of me and the more I want to take care of him and be there for him. He has offered me so much and continues to offer me a lot. This past year has been a learning experience for us. It also has been a growing experience for us. we learned to rely on each other and draw closer to each other. Through our problems, we were able to solve them together and fall for each other. It is hard to believe that I could have missed out on finding the guy for me again. Who knows when we would have found each other again.

Yeah for last semesters, but it is going to be a long upill battle to get to May. I am already facing an uphill battle right now to finish out this semester. I have a rough draft of my seminar paper due this week. I have quite a few pages written for it. But right now I really don't want to do anything with it. I also still have two 15-10 page papers to write for my other class. With looking at everything I have to between now and may, I can only finish it with determination and with the help of everyone. I have no desire to do anything. But I need to buckle down. Need some encouragement to buckle down. The end is so close and I am too exhausted after work to work on my papers. So I am going to try waking up early mornings to get the work done. hence thats why I am up this early morning. Yeah but no focus yet. But I am about to sign off, back my stuff up, and go somewhere quiet that I am not distracted. So off I go.